5 Days

Current Song: And The Hero Will Drown - Story of the Year
Current Things Doing: Music, Gunbound?

Deeum son, 5 days without doing a blog. I'm not really sure what to say ..

Friday I just hung out with Mark, Kaycie, Ashley, and Derek at Mark's house and just chilled. Saturday I think I did the same. Sunday, I had a SBA game and we lost. There's a debate whether we should be at the top or bottom 8 because the Good Fellas lost against us and I think they counted it as a win.

And yeah I got back into Starcraft and comp stomping. Gonna play some Gunbound now.

Came

Current Song Playing: Summer Love(Remix) - Traphik
Current Things Doing: AIM, Myspace, Youtube, Habbo.

Mom came back.
Got passports renewed.
Played Halo.
Dassit ;o

-Paul
Steeze

EMO

If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
Current Things Doing: Myspace, Habbo, Youtube, Habbo, AIM

Well yeah Dad Edmund, and 2 other Masons had a low-key meeting for the future of Torrance University. I got a call from my Auntie/Tita Eva from the Philippines, told me that my mom should be at Korea by now and will be here tomorrow morning. Can't wait to see my mom again. I hope she's doing well.

And I watched this Emo girl's youtube video, xXPrincesspunkXx. She got famous or infamous, if you will because of her rant. She was screaming, cussing, criticizing, AND EVEN CRYING in her 9 minute video. IT's pretty weird. Just made me go.. :O WOW, OMFG, WOW. I even watched the prank calls and the tribute to the video, made me laugh.

Here's the original video, but not the original hoster.



-Paul
Abettor

Family

Current Song: Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park
Current Things Doing: AIM, Music, Myspace, Habbo

Yesterday, Sunday, was pretty chill. I went with Jason, Darell, Matt, Jerica, Chris, Marthina, Jeff Kyle, Kevin, and Michael to Burbank to have dinner with the Jordans. It was very nice to see them. I brang watermelon mwhahaha. Although I felt sorry for Jason because we're suspecting this green SUV that made a hard dent. Jason looked really.. I'm not sure how to say it, stressed and overwhelmed trying to explain it to Matt cause Matt didn't know which part he was talking about.

Today.. just used the computer and crap. And then Mark calls me up to his house. I ask my dad if I can go and he asked me like 10 questions about Mark. If he's offered me drugs.. if he's still doing drugs.. if if if all this crap. So then I went and then I find out Ashley and Derek is still.. so I'm like WTF? So yeah we just chilled and played with the dogs.

-Paul
Steeze

Won.

Current Song: Missing Me - RJ Helton
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, Habbo.

Well yeah there wasn't a meeting on Friday due to the failure of meeting quorum. Man.. but yeah oh well. Then today..just chilled with Kaycie, Derek, and Ashley at Mark's house. It was cool. Got a game tomorrow and I'll be going to Dad Jordan's house to eat and see him again. Nothing much to say. But I have to start my summer reading again on Monday. =/

Late.

-Paul
Abettor

Yeah

Current Song: Big Things Poppin' - T.I. shuffled to Summer Love - Traphik
Current Things Doing: Habbo, Myspace, YouTube, AIM

Slept a lot today, had a bad dream. Read like 7 pages of The Grapes of Wrath, FREAKIN BORING, lots of imagary and personification but boring as hell. No ball practice today? Man we need practice. So yeah here's my bad dream:

I'm not sure how it started off but I remember the world and like the people were all like infected or possessed, kind of like in the movie Boo. Some lady in my house was chasing everyone who she saw. There was also some regular white girl who looked older than me who was also running away from her. She went to my room and I was still trying to get away from the lady. I found myself time and ran to my room, I see the girl on my chair trying to climb up my closet. She did it quickly and I was like, OH SHI- HURRY UP, FK! I locked my door and she went in some secret door in the upper part of my closet. Then I tried it myself, I was struggling and stressing out because of the constant banging on the door. I pull all of the blankets that are stacked up there down and try to pull myself up. I look to the right upper part of the closet and there's this opening that looks like it was recently opened, I go through it and it looks like my attic, but there was sunlight. I walk toward the light and I find myself outside.

Iuno what happened after but I think I told some people and we went inside and then there was no one in my house. I think that's how it ended.

The dream didn't feel as real as the other ones but it still seemed a bit real. Man I was scared trying to climb up my closet =/

Finally

Current Song: Hey There Delilah - Plain White Tees
Current Things Doing: AIM, Music

So yeah I finally finished The Color Purple. And I am not ready for The Grapes of Wrath cause I heard it's boring, and The Color Purple is kind of VERY BORING. :[ Good luck to me. Tonight I think I'll be going with Jason to Jerica's to play some Texas Hold'em with the French Exchange Students. And then maybe eat and chill after that.

Yesterday I went to the dentist for a check-up since I didn't get one in like two years. I still have two baby teeth which are known as the k-9 teeth. One of the permanent teeth is about to push it out the other is too far into the middle. I have to go an OS or an optometrist or something. Or an oral surgeon ._. I might have to get surgery for my freakin teeth cuhz. Got me scared a little. Iuno man. But yeah I'm going back to the dentist to get fillings .. they say I have cavites but I forgot what they are and how you can see it cause I don't see anything wrong.

So yeh, I'm off,

-Paul
Abettor

Weekend

Current Song: Some Say - Sum 41
Current Things Doing: About to cook/eat, AIM, Music, Uploading a video.

Friday: SCJ Summer Kick-Off Dance - Left like at 8:30 and picked up Kevin. We got there at 9:00 and I was like.. hey can we pay half-price for a half-dance? But he said $1 off then. So we payed $20. It was okay.. probably would have been better if we came on time. Then we went to Kevin's house and watched some (eep). >_>

Saturday: Oasis District's Honors Night - Well yeah some crap happened. Tyler Davis got what, 2 awards? Representative DeMolay and a different one that I don't know what it's called. Kevin and Darell kept on copying on how Mike was sitting and posing. It was weird and funny at the same time but when we were laughing, Mom Hansen poked me hard and asked for 5 minutes to not say anything. She got pretty mad, and it was pretty overboard if you ask me. Speaking of overboard, Mike took us outside and confronted us and yelled at us. It was the right thing to do since it was bad especially during a Honor's Night but yeah. I don't know. Then we went to Chris's house and played some PS3: Resistance and watched YouTube :D

Sunday: SBA Basketball Game against Luna, former champions - Refs are never on our side, period. Jonas had an And1 at the end of the game but THEY COUNTED IT AS A OFFENSIVE FOUL? WTF? Freakin Refs are never on our side, btches cuhz. Lost by like 4 points. Then yeah went straight to Jerica's house because luckily, Darell and Jason asked my dad if I can go jacuzzi with them and he said yeah. Darell already had shorts for me. So yeah. Also there were French Exchange Students that were staying at Jerica's house so I tested my vocabulary LOL. I freakin blanked-out I didn't know how to say some stuff. But yeah it was cool. They're going to Dechapman University? To learn more English, pretty cool. The guy wants to play some poker lol.

PS: I also have a new youtube video. Check it out. www.youtube.com/whatsa3

-Paul
Abettor

>_>

Current Song: Zanarkand(Piano) - Nobuo Uematsu
Current Things Doing: Listening to music, dassit.

Well the dance yesterday was ... probably would have been decent if we went there earlier. We left my house like at 8 something and then we picked up Kevin. Then we got at the DeMolay center at 9. To get in it's $5 but I said.. hey, can we get in for half-price for the half dance? He was like... >_> you going to eat half the hot dogs? Sure! But then he was like lol. How many of you guys are here? 5? Give me $20 and I'll get you in for $20. So a dollar off ._. Oh well. Iuno it was whatever.

Then we chilled at Kevin's house for a little and watched some stuff >_>

k

-Paul
Steeze

Reality Check

Current Song: Reality Check - Binary Star
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, about to get on Habbo.

Well I guess the SCJ Summer Kick-Off Dance is axed for me and some of the homies. We're just gonna chill at my house tonight for ma momz. I'd rather stay with her than go the dance, I mean what if that happens to you, one of your parent's die and then your daughter/son wants to go to a dance instead, a dance that happens every year. You'll feel a bit shitty eh? Well I'm not gonna stay just cause of that feeling, I'm staying cause she's my mom, she's family, she gave birth to me, she's in a hard state right now and I wanna be there for her.

So yeah. Bored now. Kinda feels like a weekend since my mom didn't go to work. I remember I still have to read. Oh and I forgot to mention, when I read the next 36 pages for the Color Purple.. it got a bit better and easier since the main character Celie, reads her sister's letters to her that her husband hid. It was a different point of view for me and more interesting. I'd rather read hers than Celie's letters to God.

I know I was gonna write about something else but.. nevermind. OH I REMEMBER NOW. Last night I was just messing around and went on google and searched Abettor to see if my blog popped up but no. So I searched: abettor.blogspot and it showed my myspace, this blog, and two other sites that had my blog on it! I was like deeng! I think it was cause I tagged my blogs, so I'll be tagging the rest of my blogs now. Later.

-Paul
Steeze

Just a break

Current Song: Bleed It Out - Linkin Park; Well Done - Passion
Current Things Doing: Reading, Music

Well I took a break from my 40 pages of reading. So far I read 4 pages in 1 1/2 hours. I took a nap =/ I should be starting now but something on my mind keeps on disturbing me.

Well today was a bit different. At like 12 my dad comes home and I'm using the laptop while I'm not supposed to, he just said move to the computer, no harm done, hopefully. I used the comp for a bit and played some Gunbound. We leave at like 1:10 PM to pick Josh, then we head to the freeway. I'm thinking, PLEASE let us not go to the mall to eat cause I'm in my house clothes >_> But we only went to Shakeys up in Carson.

So yeah it had an A for a grade, last time I went with Jason and Jerica there and it was graded as a C. So yeah cool. We ordered food, got our table and my mom came. My dad says that mom is going to the Philippines. My mom says that her mom, Josh and my grandma... passed away. I guess that explains the many phone calls that my mom got last night. My eyes started to water and I tried my best not to let them fall. They didn't, thank God. Even though I didn't know my mom's mom... I felt so sad and I feel like crying typing this up. If you think about it... the fact that your mom dies... I can't even think about it. I'm glad I didn't see my mom crying when she told us. She's going to leave for the Philippines this Saturday morning for 10 days.

So yeah good luck to my mom. I'll be back to reading 36 more pages of The Color Purple. I can't even catch up on what's happening. Good luck to me.

Love while you still can.

-Paul
Steeze

FK.

Current Song: The Sun - Maroon 5
Current Things Doing: Habbo AIM, mUsic.

Read another 40 pages, now I'm at page 120. Freakin this time I finished at 7 =[. Darell came over again. Yeah.

The Wii has some new stuff and yeah.

-Paul

Yeah

Current Song: One More Try - Passion
Current Things Doing: AIM, Habbo, Music, Riddles.

So yeah I read another 40 pages. Freakin takes too long cuhz. I'm so bored here. I'm telling riddles to everyone =P

-Paul

Unreal

Current Song: Nothing, cause Ima play some UT2004.
Current Things Doing: Loading UT2004, AIM, Habbo.

Well yeah reading my first 40 pages of The Color Purple was hard as hell. I had so many distractions and I was tired. I started like at 1:30 PM and finished like at 5 =/. I slept for an hour and I had some phone calls, and I ate ;p

-Paul

Wow

Current Song Playing: Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Current Things Doing: Downloading UT2004, music, aim.

Well yeah the Knights had a ball game today against Good Fellaz. They had only 4 players and if they didn't have a 5th by the 3rd quarter, they would lose by default. So they played with 4 players against us 5 and I'd like to say they did decent for a 4-man team. By halftime, we beat them by 15 points and then yeah we won by default but they wanted to see how they can play with a 5th person. The homie Ralph was like.. "Oh we already won we don't need to try anymore," so we basically did bad for the rest of the game. They freakin talk too much shit and so does Wilton -.- c'mon now, shit. But at 2 seconds left.. Justin made the tie making shot, it was amazing LOL. And then there was a one minute overtime and we lost that by 2 points. Bull if you ask me.

Whatever.

-Paul

O_o?

Went to Del Amo to watch Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End. I thought Pirates 2 was better for some reason. And they foreshadowed for a Pirates 4, Fountain of Youth. So yeah game tomorrow, good luck to us.

-Paul

...Physician Mode

Current Song Playing: Stronger - Kanye West
Current Things Doing: Flaming at my friend's friend, music, aim.

Alright well I was talking to my friend and she said she had fun at a party so I was like cool! And then she tells me that her friend is going out with a 20 YEAR OLD. That just made me mad as can be. Even though I don't know her friend, I'm just saying. I don't care who you are, when you reach twenty and you look at your friends dating other fifth-teen year olds you will be GROSSED OUT. First of all, THE 20 YEAR OLD IS A CRIMINAL JUST FOR DATING A 15 YEAR OLD. SECOND, THE GUY IS A RAPIST FOR HAVING SEX WITH HER REGARDLESS OF HER ACCEPTING TO HAVE SEX. HE'S OBVIOUSLY TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER. THE GUY IS A FUCKING A-HOLE. HE NEEDS TO FUCK OFF(no pun intended). I asked if the 15 year old girl was abused in any way, sexually, physically, or verbally. She didn't know so I asked if her dad was around in her life. She said that her dad is Japanese and she doesn't know where he is. And that is exactly why she's dating and having sex with 20 year olds. She doesn't have any standards set by her father to think what is right.

Although even with all of this flaming and advice giving, she still wants to keep dating the guy and not listen to us. I just said.. FUCK THIS GIRL, FUCK HER GUY, FUCK THEIR RELATIONSHIP, cause I doubt that shit is real. Her future ain't bright if she isn't going to take the advice that we're giving her. Man..

She won't even go to the doctor, get tested for STDs,... OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION, THE GUY DIDN'T USE A CONDOM. WHAT A BXTCH CUH.

Well there you go. And girl, I know you won't be seeing this, but you're just going to fuck yourself over. And I don't want anything to do with it since you don't listen you ignorant kid. Tell that guy to fuck off of my friend Fhey too. WHAT YOU DOING? WHY YOU FLIRTING WITH YOUR GIRL'S FRIEND? And girl(20 year old's girlfriend), WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT? I wouldn't be surprised if you went on Maury. But I don't watch that shit cause I have better things to do than watch yourself fuck yourself over.

-Paul
Abettor

No babies were hurt in the making of this post.

<_<

Current Song: East 1999 - Bone Thugz & Harmony
Current Things Doing: Music

Nothing special has been going on but today there's well you can say it's special. Finally another DeMolay meeting that we're pushing to go through. We're having a visitation by the District Governor, District President, Jurisdiction Executive Officer and some other big people out there. Also we're having girl visitors, Bethel from San Diego. Hopefully we'll pull this through and Mike can make a good flow throughout the meeting. And hopefully we'll get a great turnout of members.

YUMP.

-Paul

Wow.. Family

The Utah Jazz agreed to release guard Derek Fisher from his contract Monday so he can concentrate on finding the best care for his 11-month-old daughter, who has cancer in her left eye. Now that is good family support by Derek Fisher, he sacrifices his basketball career for his daughter, I'd probably do the same but that's not the case here. Props to Derek Fisher, for his awesome skills when he was in the Lakers and his good family support.

Tomorrow

Current Song: Ice Box - O'Marion played in piano by David Sides
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, Habbo.

I have no idea what I'm doing, I asked my parents if we're gonna do anything, they said nothing :(((( Hopefully the homies will be in the Westside and we can fire some works :)

Bored as hell

Current Song: The Break Up Song - Chris Ramos
Current Things doing: Music, AIM

Well this day was boring was hell. There's not much to say. Bernice and Jamie made a blogspot :P, I guess that's cool. Oh, I'll post my recent nightmare:

I think I was with Kevin at a park or something... I forgot why but then all of the sudden, police started chasing us and some other kid. And then there was a car, Kevin and I came in and Kevin shouted to the kid to come inside. I was driving, we took off with the car, it was black, I think it was an Integra. I was freakin out so much. We kept on driving and then I think I said, "Hey kid, I'll take you home, where do you live?" He told me and we took him there. We were just chilling and calming ourselves down in there... I went outside to see if our car was safe or if any police were around. I went outside.. looked in the alley, nothing there, I forgot where I put the car. Then over this ledge/fence, I see some flashing... I creep up and I take a look, it looks like a freakin police spy was takin pictures for some reason...

Then all of the sudden all of these police came and I was like.. we're freakin screwed... I wish I never took off with that freakin car. So then I was like.. "Man I got to be dreaming..," then Mike is there saying "Apprently, it's not a dream!".. Then I said .. "Oh hell no, some Senior Councilor you are, thanks." But then he said "Just kidding" but I was still mad.

Do you know that thing you do when like you stretch or you're stressed when you put your hands at the back of your head and your elbows are up? Well yeah that's what I was doing when I said, "Man I got to be dreaming.." And then I just snapped out of it and I was in my bed all sweaty and a breeze of the electric fan a couple of feet away from me. I was so relieved I was so scared I didn't know what to do... But, Thank God it was a freakin dream. I was scared nutsless

Well yeah that's my dream.. I felt like sharing it.

Wtf..?

What just happened... Shxt...