Spam

Current Song: None
Current Things Doing: YouTube

Well I was just took another look at DassaPine's How to Cook: Spam video. I thought it was a link but it was an HONOR! HOLY CRAP. #49 - Most Discussed (How To & DIY)

My goodness, I was like, ;O HOLY SHOOT.

DassaPine

Current Song: You Don't Miss Your Water - Danyo Cummings
Current Things Doing: Aim

Today's Thursday and the taping of Deep Thoughts - Volume 3 and How to make spam will be today, I think. Damn man I have to read more on Friday and we have a meeting on Friday ._. Holy crap man.. the book's okay.. but it's boring as heck =l I'm too lazy to make this a long blog so.. yeah. I'm just waiting till Kevin gets to Darell's house so it's forsure that we're going.

-Paul
Steeze

Paintball

Current Song: Can't Help But Wait
Current Things Doing: Thinkin' bout DassaPine

Well yeah.. Darell, Alvin, Jason, and two other guys went paintballing at Hollywood Sports. We were expecting Jeff and Chris and them but I guess not heh. So we had to share paint, we thought it would be a problem but I guess we lasted and had a lot left over. Thanks Jason/Alvin for buying paint and thanks to Darell's cousin for letting us borrow some paint. I got shot on my helmet, kind of scary, on my arm and on my thigh HAH. Then we left and went to my house and chilled for a bit.

-Paul

Shiet

Current Song: I'm Yours - Jazon Mraz
Current Things Doing: YouTube, Myspace, AIM, Music

Well yeah I'm not really sure what's new except youtube.com/dassapine and yeah. I didn't do my reading today :[ cause I taped the VOL 2 Video. Heh oh well.. shiet I have to read a lot tomorrow ;[. I barely read 5 pages today and went to sleep and played the uke for a while.

Well yeah I guess that's it for now.

-Paul
Steeze

Disapointed

Current Song: Canon Rock - Jerry C.
Current Things Doing: YouTube, Habbo, Forums, Myspace, AIM, Music.

Well yeah I'm very disappointed at Torrance DeMolay. We haven't had a meeting that actually was in the chapter room in a while. Ever since that big visitation we haven't had a meeting. And there's a lot of drama with the Masons which is stopping us from reaching quorum. I can't believe that they would take their grudges and make them not let us have our meetings. I know it's easier said than done but they're stopping us from reaching our potential. Also the rest of the DeMolays not to mention.

On our way to the meeting, my dad was talking to my mom and Dad Hector about it. About when it becomes 7:30 PM and there's no quorum, everyone just leaves. When my mom was getting food my dad asked me if I wanted to transfer to South Bay or Walt Disney, in my head I was thinking HELL NO. If that was our last resort I'll just either stop going to DeMolay or go wherever my brothers are going. Man what is up with my dad.. I also heard him say that he was trying to avoid someone for some reason that I don't know about.

We arrived at the lodge, but we didn't even go to the parking lot and wait we just stayed across the street where the houses were and kept on looking there. I couldn't keep on looking, I just felt sad the more I looked. I saw Hero and Kevin just chillin I was like man.. I can't even talk to them or nothing. It's really messed up man.. and there's a trial tomorrow with the Masons dealing with the fire and the attempt of selling the lodge. My dad didn't want to go in because one of the advisors is affiliated with the defendant in the trial. I'm guessing my dad didn't want anything to do with them. So it reached 7:30 PM and then my dad called Dad Hector on the cell and they were talking if we should leave or not. I think Dad Hector said I guess.. and then we went home. And then an hour later Kevin calls me and says "Dude, what happened?" Then yeah I explained it to him... then he tells me that if I came, we would have met quorum because Kirby was there. 5 people were there and the 6th, which would have been me would have been good enough to do a meeting. Man.. iuno. I'm not sure what else to say.

So yeah also go to www.youtube.com/dassapine and subscribe!

Props to Maricar who made this crazy ass banner.


-Paul
Abettor

First Day of August

Current Song: First of the Month - Bone Thugz N Harmony
Current Things Doing: Got done playing Starcraft, Habbo, AIM, Music.

So yeah Darell and Kevin came over, played the Uke, Unreal 2004, youtube, and just chilled. It was cool. I should be starting on my reading =l. Oh and yesterday I went with Claudette and Elfie to the mall to watch a movie. First we were going to watch 1408 but freakin Elife was scared lol. So then we watched the Simpsons Movie. It was pretty cool but it felt really short. Then we were trying to watch out for Claudette's "date" because we supposedly had to go but then we went back for food :D. Then yeah took the bus home and stuff.

-Paul
Steeze

5 Days

Current Song: And The Hero Will Drown - Story of the Year
Current Things Doing: Music, Gunbound?

Deeum son, 5 days without doing a blog. I'm not really sure what to say ..

Friday I just hung out with Mark, Kaycie, Ashley, and Derek at Mark's house and just chilled. Saturday I think I did the same. Sunday, I had a SBA game and we lost. There's a debate whether we should be at the top or bottom 8 because the Good Fellas lost against us and I think they counted it as a win.

And yeah I got back into Starcraft and comp stomping. Gonna play some Gunbound now.

Came

Current Song Playing: Summer Love(Remix) - Traphik
Current Things Doing: AIM, Myspace, Youtube, Habbo.

Mom came back.
Got passports renewed.
Played Halo.
Dassit ;o

-Paul
Steeze

EMO

If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
Current Things Doing: Myspace, Habbo, Youtube, Habbo, AIM

Well yeah Dad Edmund, and 2 other Masons had a low-key meeting for the future of Torrance University. I got a call from my Auntie/Tita Eva from the Philippines, told me that my mom should be at Korea by now and will be here tomorrow morning. Can't wait to see my mom again. I hope she's doing well.

And I watched this Emo girl's youtube video, xXPrincesspunkXx. She got famous or infamous, if you will because of her rant. She was screaming, cussing, criticizing, AND EVEN CRYING in her 9 minute video. IT's pretty weird. Just made me go.. :O WOW, OMFG, WOW. I even watched the prank calls and the tribute to the video, made me laugh.

Here's the original video, but not the original hoster.



-Paul
Abettor

Family

Current Song: Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park
Current Things Doing: AIM, Music, Myspace, Habbo

Yesterday, Sunday, was pretty chill. I went with Jason, Darell, Matt, Jerica, Chris, Marthina, Jeff Kyle, Kevin, and Michael to Burbank to have dinner with the Jordans. It was very nice to see them. I brang watermelon mwhahaha. Although I felt sorry for Jason because we're suspecting this green SUV that made a hard dent. Jason looked really.. I'm not sure how to say it, stressed and overwhelmed trying to explain it to Matt cause Matt didn't know which part he was talking about.

Today.. just used the computer and crap. And then Mark calls me up to his house. I ask my dad if I can go and he asked me like 10 questions about Mark. If he's offered me drugs.. if he's still doing drugs.. if if if all this crap. So then I went and then I find out Ashley and Derek is still.. so I'm like WTF? So yeah we just chilled and played with the dogs.

-Paul
Steeze

Won.

Current Song: Missing Me - RJ Helton
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, Habbo.

Well yeah there wasn't a meeting on Friday due to the failure of meeting quorum. Man.. but yeah oh well. Then today..just chilled with Kaycie, Derek, and Ashley at Mark's house. It was cool. Got a game tomorrow and I'll be going to Dad Jordan's house to eat and see him again. Nothing much to say. But I have to start my summer reading again on Monday. =/

Late.

-Paul
Abettor

Yeah

Current Song: Big Things Poppin' - T.I. shuffled to Summer Love - Traphik
Current Things Doing: Habbo, Myspace, YouTube, AIM

Slept a lot today, had a bad dream. Read like 7 pages of The Grapes of Wrath, FREAKIN BORING, lots of imagary and personification but boring as hell. No ball practice today? Man we need practice. So yeah here's my bad dream:

I'm not sure how it started off but I remember the world and like the people were all like infected or possessed, kind of like in the movie Boo. Some lady in my house was chasing everyone who she saw. There was also some regular white girl who looked older than me who was also running away from her. She went to my room and I was still trying to get away from the lady. I found myself time and ran to my room, I see the girl on my chair trying to climb up my closet. She did it quickly and I was like, OH SHI- HURRY UP, FK! I locked my door and she went in some secret door in the upper part of my closet. Then I tried it myself, I was struggling and stressing out because of the constant banging on the door. I pull all of the blankets that are stacked up there down and try to pull myself up. I look to the right upper part of the closet and there's this opening that looks like it was recently opened, I go through it and it looks like my attic, but there was sunlight. I walk toward the light and I find myself outside.

Iuno what happened after but I think I told some people and we went inside and then there was no one in my house. I think that's how it ended.

The dream didn't feel as real as the other ones but it still seemed a bit real. Man I was scared trying to climb up my closet =/

Finally

Current Song: Hey There Delilah - Plain White Tees
Current Things Doing: AIM, Music

So yeah I finally finished The Color Purple. And I am not ready for The Grapes of Wrath cause I heard it's boring, and The Color Purple is kind of VERY BORING. :[ Good luck to me. Tonight I think I'll be going with Jason to Jerica's to play some Texas Hold'em with the French Exchange Students. And then maybe eat and chill after that.

Yesterday I went to the dentist for a check-up since I didn't get one in like two years. I still have two baby teeth which are known as the k-9 teeth. One of the permanent teeth is about to push it out the other is too far into the middle. I have to go an OS or an optometrist or something. Or an oral surgeon ._. I might have to get surgery for my freakin teeth cuhz. Got me scared a little. Iuno man. But yeah I'm going back to the dentist to get fillings .. they say I have cavites but I forgot what they are and how you can see it cause I don't see anything wrong.

So yeh, I'm off,

-Paul
Abettor

Weekend

Current Song: Some Say - Sum 41
Current Things Doing: About to cook/eat, AIM, Music, Uploading a video.

Friday: SCJ Summer Kick-Off Dance - Left like at 8:30 and picked up Kevin. We got there at 9:00 and I was like.. hey can we pay half-price for a half-dance? But he said $1 off then. So we payed $20. It was okay.. probably would have been better if we came on time. Then we went to Kevin's house and watched some (eep). >_>

Saturday: Oasis District's Honors Night - Well yeah some crap happened. Tyler Davis got what, 2 awards? Representative DeMolay and a different one that I don't know what it's called. Kevin and Darell kept on copying on how Mike was sitting and posing. It was weird and funny at the same time but when we were laughing, Mom Hansen poked me hard and asked for 5 minutes to not say anything. She got pretty mad, and it was pretty overboard if you ask me. Speaking of overboard, Mike took us outside and confronted us and yelled at us. It was the right thing to do since it was bad especially during a Honor's Night but yeah. I don't know. Then we went to Chris's house and played some PS3: Resistance and watched YouTube :D

Sunday: SBA Basketball Game against Luna, former champions - Refs are never on our side, period. Jonas had an And1 at the end of the game but THEY COUNTED IT AS A OFFENSIVE FOUL? WTF? Freakin Refs are never on our side, btches cuhz. Lost by like 4 points. Then yeah went straight to Jerica's house because luckily, Darell and Jason asked my dad if I can go jacuzzi with them and he said yeah. Darell already had shorts for me. So yeah. Also there were French Exchange Students that were staying at Jerica's house so I tested my vocabulary LOL. I freakin blanked-out I didn't know how to say some stuff. But yeah it was cool. They're going to Dechapman University? To learn more English, pretty cool. The guy wants to play some poker lol.

PS: I also have a new youtube video. Check it out. www.youtube.com/whatsa3

-Paul
Abettor

>_>

Current Song: Zanarkand(Piano) - Nobuo Uematsu
Current Things Doing: Listening to music, dassit.

Well the dance yesterday was ... probably would have been decent if we went there earlier. We left my house like at 8 something and then we picked up Kevin. Then we got at the DeMolay center at 9. To get in it's $5 but I said.. hey, can we get in for half-price for the half dance? He was like... >_> you going to eat half the hot dogs? Sure! But then he was like lol. How many of you guys are here? 5? Give me $20 and I'll get you in for $20. So a dollar off ._. Oh well. Iuno it was whatever.

Then we chilled at Kevin's house for a little and watched some stuff >_>

k

-Paul
Steeze

Reality Check

Current Song: Reality Check - Binary Star
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, about to get on Habbo.

Well I guess the SCJ Summer Kick-Off Dance is axed for me and some of the homies. We're just gonna chill at my house tonight for ma momz. I'd rather stay with her than go the dance, I mean what if that happens to you, one of your parent's die and then your daughter/son wants to go to a dance instead, a dance that happens every year. You'll feel a bit shitty eh? Well I'm not gonna stay just cause of that feeling, I'm staying cause she's my mom, she's family, she gave birth to me, she's in a hard state right now and I wanna be there for her.

So yeah. Bored now. Kinda feels like a weekend since my mom didn't go to work. I remember I still have to read. Oh and I forgot to mention, when I read the next 36 pages for the Color Purple.. it got a bit better and easier since the main character Celie, reads her sister's letters to her that her husband hid. It was a different point of view for me and more interesting. I'd rather read hers than Celie's letters to God.

I know I was gonna write about something else but.. nevermind. OH I REMEMBER NOW. Last night I was just messing around and went on google and searched Abettor to see if my blog popped up but no. So I searched: abettor.blogspot and it showed my myspace, this blog, and two other sites that had my blog on it! I was like deeng! I think it was cause I tagged my blogs, so I'll be tagging the rest of my blogs now. Later.

-Paul
Steeze

Just a break

Current Song: Bleed It Out - Linkin Park; Well Done - Passion
Current Things Doing: Reading, Music

Well I took a break from my 40 pages of reading. So far I read 4 pages in 1 1/2 hours. I took a nap =/ I should be starting now but something on my mind keeps on disturbing me.

Well today was a bit different. At like 12 my dad comes home and I'm using the laptop while I'm not supposed to, he just said move to the computer, no harm done, hopefully. I used the comp for a bit and played some Gunbound. We leave at like 1:10 PM to pick Josh, then we head to the freeway. I'm thinking, PLEASE let us not go to the mall to eat cause I'm in my house clothes >_> But we only went to Shakeys up in Carson.

So yeah it had an A for a grade, last time I went with Jason and Jerica there and it was graded as a C. So yeah cool. We ordered food, got our table and my mom came. My dad says that mom is going to the Philippines. My mom says that her mom, Josh and my grandma... passed away. I guess that explains the many phone calls that my mom got last night. My eyes started to water and I tried my best not to let them fall. They didn't, thank God. Even though I didn't know my mom's mom... I felt so sad and I feel like crying typing this up. If you think about it... the fact that your mom dies... I can't even think about it. I'm glad I didn't see my mom crying when she told us. She's going to leave for the Philippines this Saturday morning for 10 days.

So yeah good luck to my mom. I'll be back to reading 36 more pages of The Color Purple. I can't even catch up on what's happening. Good luck to me.

Love while you still can.

-Paul
Steeze

FK.

Current Song: The Sun - Maroon 5
Current Things Doing: Habbo AIM, mUsic.

Read another 40 pages, now I'm at page 120. Freakin this time I finished at 7 =[. Darell came over again. Yeah.

The Wii has some new stuff and yeah.

-Paul

Yeah

Current Song: One More Try - Passion
Current Things Doing: AIM, Habbo, Music, Riddles.

So yeah I read another 40 pages. Freakin takes too long cuhz. I'm so bored here. I'm telling riddles to everyone =P

-Paul

Unreal

Current Song: Nothing, cause Ima play some UT2004.
Current Things Doing: Loading UT2004, AIM, Habbo.

Well yeah reading my first 40 pages of The Color Purple was hard as hell. I had so many distractions and I was tired. I started like at 1:30 PM and finished like at 5 =/. I slept for an hour and I had some phone calls, and I ate ;p

-Paul

Wow

Current Song Playing: Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Current Things Doing: Downloading UT2004, music, aim.

Well yeah the Knights had a ball game today against Good Fellaz. They had only 4 players and if they didn't have a 5th by the 3rd quarter, they would lose by default. So they played with 4 players against us 5 and I'd like to say they did decent for a 4-man team. By halftime, we beat them by 15 points and then yeah we won by default but they wanted to see how they can play with a 5th person. The homie Ralph was like.. "Oh we already won we don't need to try anymore," so we basically did bad for the rest of the game. They freakin talk too much shit and so does Wilton -.- c'mon now, shit. But at 2 seconds left.. Justin made the tie making shot, it was amazing LOL. And then there was a one minute overtime and we lost that by 2 points. Bull if you ask me.

Whatever.

-Paul

O_o?

Went to Del Amo to watch Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End. I thought Pirates 2 was better for some reason. And they foreshadowed for a Pirates 4, Fountain of Youth. So yeah game tomorrow, good luck to us.

-Paul

...Physician Mode

Current Song Playing: Stronger - Kanye West
Current Things Doing: Flaming at my friend's friend, music, aim.

Alright well I was talking to my friend and she said she had fun at a party so I was like cool! And then she tells me that her friend is going out with a 20 YEAR OLD. That just made me mad as can be. Even though I don't know her friend, I'm just saying. I don't care who you are, when you reach twenty and you look at your friends dating other fifth-teen year olds you will be GROSSED OUT. First of all, THE 20 YEAR OLD IS A CRIMINAL JUST FOR DATING A 15 YEAR OLD. SECOND, THE GUY IS A RAPIST FOR HAVING SEX WITH HER REGARDLESS OF HER ACCEPTING TO HAVE SEX. HE'S OBVIOUSLY TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER. THE GUY IS A FUCKING A-HOLE. HE NEEDS TO FUCK OFF(no pun intended). I asked if the 15 year old girl was abused in any way, sexually, physically, or verbally. She didn't know so I asked if her dad was around in her life. She said that her dad is Japanese and she doesn't know where he is. And that is exactly why she's dating and having sex with 20 year olds. She doesn't have any standards set by her father to think what is right.

Although even with all of this flaming and advice giving, she still wants to keep dating the guy and not listen to us. I just said.. FUCK THIS GIRL, FUCK HER GUY, FUCK THEIR RELATIONSHIP, cause I doubt that shit is real. Her future ain't bright if she isn't going to take the advice that we're giving her. Man..

She won't even go to the doctor, get tested for STDs,... OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION, THE GUY DIDN'T USE A CONDOM. WHAT A BXTCH CUH.

Well there you go. And girl, I know you won't be seeing this, but you're just going to fuck yourself over. And I don't want anything to do with it since you don't listen you ignorant kid. Tell that guy to fuck off of my friend Fhey too. WHAT YOU DOING? WHY YOU FLIRTING WITH YOUR GIRL'S FRIEND? And girl(20 year old's girlfriend), WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT? I wouldn't be surprised if you went on Maury. But I don't watch that shit cause I have better things to do than watch yourself fuck yourself over.

-Paul
Abettor

No babies were hurt in the making of this post.

<_<

Current Song: East 1999 - Bone Thugz & Harmony
Current Things Doing: Music

Nothing special has been going on but today there's well you can say it's special. Finally another DeMolay meeting that we're pushing to go through. We're having a visitation by the District Governor, District President, Jurisdiction Executive Officer and some other big people out there. Also we're having girl visitors, Bethel from San Diego. Hopefully we'll pull this through and Mike can make a good flow throughout the meeting. And hopefully we'll get a great turnout of members.

YUMP.

-Paul

Wow.. Family

The Utah Jazz agreed to release guard Derek Fisher from his contract Monday so he can concentrate on finding the best care for his 11-month-old daughter, who has cancer in her left eye. Now that is good family support by Derek Fisher, he sacrifices his basketball career for his daughter, I'd probably do the same but that's not the case here. Props to Derek Fisher, for his awesome skills when he was in the Lakers and his good family support.

Tomorrow

Current Song: Ice Box - O'Marion played in piano by David Sides
Current Things Doing: Music, AIM, Habbo.

I have no idea what I'm doing, I asked my parents if we're gonna do anything, they said nothing :(((( Hopefully the homies will be in the Westside and we can fire some works :)

Bored as hell

Current Song: The Break Up Song - Chris Ramos
Current Things doing: Music, AIM

Well this day was boring was hell. There's not much to say. Bernice and Jamie made a blogspot :P, I guess that's cool. Oh, I'll post my recent nightmare:

I think I was with Kevin at a park or something... I forgot why but then all of the sudden, police started chasing us and some other kid. And then there was a car, Kevin and I came in and Kevin shouted to the kid to come inside. I was driving, we took off with the car, it was black, I think it was an Integra. I was freakin out so much. We kept on driving and then I think I said, "Hey kid, I'll take you home, where do you live?" He told me and we took him there. We were just chilling and calming ourselves down in there... I went outside to see if our car was safe or if any police were around. I went outside.. looked in the alley, nothing there, I forgot where I put the car. Then over this ledge/fence, I see some flashing... I creep up and I take a look, it looks like a freakin police spy was takin pictures for some reason...

Then all of the sudden all of these police came and I was like.. we're freakin screwed... I wish I never took off with that freakin car. So then I was like.. "Man I got to be dreaming..," then Mike is there saying "Apprently, it's not a dream!".. Then I said .. "Oh hell no, some Senior Councilor you are, thanks." But then he said "Just kidding" but I was still mad.

Do you know that thing you do when like you stretch or you're stressed when you put your hands at the back of your head and your elbows are up? Well yeah that's what I was doing when I said, "Man I got to be dreaming.." And then I just snapped out of it and I was in my bed all sweaty and a breeze of the electric fan a couple of feet away from me. I was so relieved I was so scared I didn't know what to do... But, Thank God it was a freakin dream. I was scared nutsless

Well yeah that's my dream.. I felt like sharing it.

Wtf..?

What just happened... Shxt...

Hmm

Current Song: KGB - Binary Star
Current Things Doing: Lagging, Habbo, Music, AIM

Erm... I'm unsure on Friday if I should go to a party with Darell in Carson. I want to.. but hopefully my parents let me. And on Saturday, Chacen's birthday thing in Disneyland, I want to go also. I think I'm just lazy, Ima try to go. Hopefully I can. And no game on Sunday due to July 4th Celebration.

Today and yesterday were so boring, didn't do crap. Tomorrow I'm gonna clean up my room and maybe start on the outside reading homework. Hopefully the weekend goes good.

Late.

-Paul
Abettor

Guess Not

Current Song: Binary Song - Honest Expression
Current Things doing(or was doing): 3 Way Phone with Kevin and (eep), myspace, music, aim.

Well yeah, I guess we didn't go to the beach, our ride, Kuya Mykee(however you spell his name >_>) I guess was too lazy and didn't go. He made it cancel the whole thing, messed up.

But before that... I was kind of late to bring Josh to school. I left like at 8:40 AM when he's supposed to be there at 8:45 AM. And he goes to Garfield. I came home and the homie Marlon came over so we just chilled and talked. Then I was like.... OH SHXT I NEED TO PICK UP JOSH, IT'S 12:45 I WAS SUPPOSED TO PICK HIM UP AT 12:15!! So I just ran out and went to go get him. When I arrived, no one was around. Then I looked at the thing in the front and it says school times are: 8:45 AM - 1:15 PM =/ Yeah I guess.. yeah. So I went home, got money, and went to Hong Kong and ate fried rice, chow mein, and orange chicken with the homie Marlon. Then yeah. I went there at 1:15 ... I think I was too late cause Josh wasn't there. I looked for him for like 10 minutes then I come home.. he's using the computer >:[

So yeah and then no one went to the beach..

-Paul
Steeze

Beach..?

Severo and EJ invited me to the homies house so I went for a bit and we played Tongits >_> Yeah and then they invited me to the beach tomorrow, I really want to go but I got the damn allergy and sunburn. 2:30 PM tomorrow. Damn. Ima try I guess.. =/

The clouds above move closer..

looking so dissatisfied.. but the heartless wind kept blowing..

Current Song: Linkin Park - Valentines Day
Current Things Doing: Habbo, Music, Myspace

Well today I went to school for the AP Bridge Program, it started at 1 and ended at 3. All I had to do was go there, sign the blue card, get my book, fill out a sheet, and mark my initials on this one paper. That lasted what, 30 minutes including talking to friends. I was done like at 1:30 PM and we were like .. >_> So we can leave already? WOW. So I just chilled with Talia, Jaime, I forgot the other girls name, sorry, and some girls >_>.

So yeah after that we just wanted to go eat so we went to Tomy's, Poly Burgers Killa. And just talked and ate fries and did whatever for almost an hour. So we went back to school to get a cd for Jaime cause he didn't get one from the teacher so yeah it's whatever.

Yeh, we walked out and Yossaphinie(sorry if I spelled it wrong) was walking with us so yeah whatever. Then we went home. Took the 1 home and yeah whatever.

When I get home.. I get a message from Josh saying: "Jenn said to go on." But I was like .. "How am I gonna go on when you're on.." So yeah whatever. So I talked to the cousin Mark for a while. Then I go on Habbo finally when ILoveAlison(Mandrix) tells me to take a seat. Then Jenn gives me these plain un-enthusiastic replies on console, I was like.. I was suspecting that she was gonna break up with me. Well I was right.


Well yeah I guess, I don't really know what to say, every girl that I've been with, they've broken up with me.
1. Too shy and didn't do anything, broke up with me.
2. I didn't put that "extra effort" to sing for her, broke up with me.
3. Didn't put that extra effort >_>

Maybe it's me, whatever. It just shows I'm not ready. Maybe I am, who the hell knows. I don't need this shit though.

-Paul

Past weekend..

Current Song: Linkin Park - What I've Done
Current Things Doing: Scratching the sunburn, Habbo, and Music

Well I'm glad I was busy during the weekend.
Friday - Jason's Bonfire
Saturday - Birthday Party
Sunday - Basketball Game, Won.

Yeah nothing really special, I'll be posting a blog of what happened today.

Jason's Bonfire

Current things doing: music
Current Song: Ne-Yo - Do You

Well yeah it was Jason's Birthday Bonfire. It was pretty craccin. Good waves, good food, fun. The only bad part was the rocks in the water and crap. I'm not really sure what to say now, I'm at Matt/Jason's house just chilling and then Ima head home.

I showed them the freakin David Blaine spoof videos, they're funny as hell LOL.

Long Time

It's been 4 days now since I've made a blog, oh noes. Man I've been getting lazy really ;p

Current Song: DJ Khaled - We Takin Over
Current Things Doing: Games, Music, AIM

I had a strange dream last night.. I was at school for some reason and I brang the laptop. Iuno what I did with it and then when I went to my 3rd period class - Algebra 2, I realized it was missing, SO I WAS LIKE OH SHI- And yeah I went back and my dream was over. I so glad it was only a dream, it's not even my laptop.

Yeah I don't really know what to talk about. I'm not sure if I'm doing anything today. I wanna play ball with the homies but they ain't there =/

Ima play some games now, late.

Don't Really Know

Yump, it's the first day of Summer Vacation for me.

Current Song Playing: Happy Summertime - R.Kelly
Current Thinsg Doing: T.V., Music, Myspace, and Bloggin'

I'm not really sure what I should say... maybe I should just catch up and write about what I did the past days.

Hmm, yesterday... basketball practice. I totally forgot about Demi's Summer Vacation party-ish thing but yeah. I still would have went to the practice. Nothing special really happened there it's just that we know we want to win and we need to work as a team to do that. Demi told me she got in trouble freak dancing with all the guys >_> lol@her. -.-

Dang, I know there was more to write about but I'm not sure anymore. OH!

The San Antonio Spurs sweep the Cleveland Cavaliers four wins to none. The Spurs beat them last night 83-82, I heard this on the radio, I didn't to watch it cause I was at practice. So yeah congratulations to them. But intercourse you Raymond. Lakers still kill them >_>

Hmm, I'm sure there was another thing... probably not. I'll be postin' later.

Almost

Wow, I haven't blogged in three days, this was a save. I kind of have a lot to talk about. But I can't remember what's so good.

Yesterday, the 12th. Math Final:
Did my extra credit, hopefully it helped because it was HARD AS HELL!!!!!! Oh my gawd it was so much harder than the practice test, Matt and I were cussing so loud saying "FXCK!!!" but Matt said "FXCK ME!!!" Iuno I thought it was kinda funny.

Today, the 13th. English Final and Biology Presentation:
English was kinda easy, thank God. But my essay grades were so bad that I got lowered 2 percent out of my overall grade to a 88% B+. So I came after school to do some extra credit, 100 POINTS! And you wouldn't have guessed of what I had to do for my extra credit; pick up the mess that someone made outside! That was easy as hell! Probably took me 2 minutes max to do. She said "Hey Paul, you here to do work? Well just clean up this mess and you can go home," I was like.... Oh hell yeah! So yeah I had for my service hours with Ms. Alcorn. I'll explain that later. But my Biology final, that's what made me mad and down for the whole day.. Tina and Doriya didn't do the damn poster/visual. All they had to do was print out pictures and make a nice looking poster, and guess what, they didn't do it. They said cause they couldn't meet up. But man, if that was really the situation, Doriya could have done it by herself -.- Shit I would have done it by myself. So we did the presentation looking like idiots. We even had a white girl that said "You suck!" in the middle of our presentation. That was weird as heck I was about to say "You swallow!!!" Take that freckly girl! LOL!
But yeah anyways, yeah I needed more service hours so I went to Ms.Alcorn's class and I see some Freshmen so I'm like wtfzzfz? I go to her and she says "Oh Paul you can't work today so you can go now. I have an AP Meeting." So I was like .. "Oh okay?" Then she said "I'll just give you hours (wink)." Then I smiled and said "Thank you!"

Abettor and Girls

Late at night...

Well yeah yesterday I made my blog and it was REALLY difficult to pick a name for my url thing: www.abettor.blogspot.com. And you might be wondering, what the hell is an abettor and how did you get that to become your URL? Well lets see where can we start ... I guess well, iuno sounds stupid but people go to me for "advice" and "help" about various things such as "What should I do?" or "Does he like me?" All of that stuff. And yeah I try my best to help them and hopefully I gave them the right advice. They tell me that I'm a good helper and that they'll go back to me if they need anything. The word abettor is a synonym for "helper." I never heard that word before, I got it from thesaurus.com :) Yeah I just put in "Helper" and that was like the first word that showed up. So yeah. Oh yeah and for my url, I didn't want it to become like SONIC13423 or something like that, I thought it was gay. I tried my Habbo name: "Whatsa" but that was taken :( But yeah it's all good. I wanted it to be "rare," no dashes or numbers, just a word. And luckily, I got one.

Speaking of girls ... there's just a lesson that lovers need to know >_> I've just learned this from past experience. Say that you're talking to a girl now and you can't stop talking about her to your friends, you're always thinking about her and such ... well man. How should I say this, don't talk about the girl to your friends. It's not cause they'll get jealous and they think you're bragging, but it's that they'll try to start talking to your crush. Yup, that's happened to me twice, but man, I swear, I couldn't help talking or thinking about her. I remember back in what, Middle school? My homegirl kept on talking to me about her crush on , iuno she just kept on talking about him. And yes, I did kinda get jealous and I tried to start hanging out with the guy more. Yeah I knew him good already, but I just started hanging out with him more. I'm not really sure why, my best guess is that because I wanted to get noticed or something like that?

But there's another situation... say I'm talking to my homie about this girl that I can't stop thinking about. And I'm at his house talking to her on AIM or whatever. Yeah just kept on talking and he'd be: "O0h Paul, who's that." And all that. And then when I get home... I get an IM saying: "...Who's your friend ?" I was like .... .... .... -.- Hell no. Oh hell no, I just started to get mad for some reason. Man I didn't even feel like talking to her anymore. It was freakin bull and now he tryna play games with her and crap. I just hate how it feels, whatever. I hope he don't be reading this, probably not cause he don't got a myspace I guess.

Heh well yeah there's your lesson, don't talk too much about your crush, your friend will just want to get to know her more.

That's it for now. Have fun my 0 blog readers :)

-Paul
Abettor

Sarno Reunion

Current Song: O-Marion - Entourage, shuffle.
Things doing: Music, Myspace, AIM, Eating.

... Yup. Today I woke up with my mom telling me that they're going now. I forgot that today, Saturday, is the Sarno Family Reunion, dad's side of the family, I believe. So yeah I just dressed whatever and yeah. It was in San Diego..

Nothing special actually happened, Alynn and Lerner were there so I was just talking to them. We were talking about how the reunion was kind of ... empty. Alynn said if we got all the people and put them into the tables, we would have 3-4 tables full. And there was like 20 tables out. It was really bad to me =/ I'm not sure why a lot of people did not come. But yeah anyways I saw a lot of unfamiliar faces. I saw one though, JR, one of my cousins. I didn't even say wassup though ;P

There were some fun parts.. like the musical chairs. I had some freakin big guy sit on me, Iuno, I thought it was funny. I kept on getting like 3rd place in the games. It was pretty gay but yeah whatever. There goes $30. Another fun part was at the park playground, the tire swing. The swing with the tire that swings like any direction. Yeah it was Lerner, Jen Jen, and I sitting down and all the kids decided to start pushing us. It was fun. Another situation was when Jojo wanted to push us this time and he kept on pushing me to the side, so it was hard to hold on to LOL. And yes, I fell. Jojo: "Man Paul, that was gay." LOL!

Well yeah oh and we went to the swap meet and freakin bought some socks LOL. Yeah the back in the day socks that you bunch together at the bottom. Yeah I felt like getting it again just for basketball :]

Speaking of basketball ... I have a game tommorow, Sunday, at 2:00 PM against . Yeh, I don't know who we're going to play but hopefully we do our best and take the win no matter who it is. Hopefully I'll be a good team player, and score much. I really want to help out the team since 3A is really aggressive compared to freakin 2A, LOL.

I'll be created another post about girls and whatever I was supposed to do.
Edit: Now that I checked, I'll be talking about why I chose my URL thing to be: abettor.

-Paul
Abettor

Comin' Back

Well damn, yup, this is my attempt to start blogging again. The last time I blogged was on my imeem account PaulC. during Spring Break in the mornings, that didn't work out too well, I wasn't really into it. But I like the style of this kind of blog. Xanga sucks, this is cool. So yeah Blogspot, you're lucky to have me >:D

I'm just a young guy trying to live the life I can. I'm trying to enjoy it and doing what I can. I'm really bored right now so what I'm trying to do is use my time well. I like clothing and shoes. Some people always ask me, "Who you trying to impress?" and I say, no one really I just wanna look nice. Hopefully I'm doing so. I'm going to treat this as like a internet diary you can say and a thing to like alert people about news and such. The news I will post is whatever seems interesting to me.

Every time I try to make a new post, I'll be posting what I'm doing currently: Example for right now:

Current Song Listening To(Usually on Repeat): That Girl - Marques Houston, because I heard it during the Poly Dance Show, which I recently saw a clip of on YouTube. It was pretty tiite xD
Current Things Doing: Music, Myspace, Habbo, Forums

Speaking of Habbo, it's something like myspace, something I go on everyday and just browse I guess. You can see it as a virtual chat room with extras like games and militarys. I've been playing for almost 2 years, since August 2005. My best cousin Mark and his little sister, Ashley told me about it and that it's all fun and crap so I decided to play. Mark was a part of a spy agency for this rich guy and that's what I did too. We both decided to join the [U.S Military] Airforce, owned by USM-CnC and yeah I worked my way to the second NCO rank and then transfered with my best homie xHandyAndyx to the Army which proceeds the rest of my 20 months of career in the USM.

Enough of Habbo. And wow I scrolled down the box and it says SAVE NOW and next to it, it says Draft autosaved at 8:44 PM. That's amazing. Blogspot is tiite!

Well yeah for my day at school.. kinda different today. I got up and my ride Paula told me she couldn't take me so I asked my mom to take me, and we were on time. Also during lunch I had to do a extra credit map quiz for History cause I want that A! Man. Hopefully I do good on the Math final also, my goodness. Good luck to me. And yeah.. went home.. glad it's Friday. Just did whatever. Oh yeah and my mom asked me to clean out my closet of clothes that I don't need anymore. She said she's going to pack it and send it to the Philippines. I had some good memories with some of my clothes. I remember them that I thought they were big and that they were cool. But now that I'm .. >_> How should I say it.. more urban? That they were gay LOL. But Ecko and Rocawear were the shxt back in the day. So yeah I hope my cousins and the rest of my family in the Philippines like the clothes that they're going to get. Hopefully it helps them.

That's it for tonight, I'll be signing on AIM now. Maybe tomorrow or some other day I'll be writing a post about talking about girls and of why I chose my URL username to be abettor.

PS: I have an SBA game on Sunday 2:00 PM. =/ Man 3A is going to be aggressive.

-Paul C.
Steeze